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[24 Jul 2003|06:41pm] its been a long time since i wrote in here. i don't know why i am but i thought i would. i've been feeling pretty blah these days. I don't know how to describe it. depressed could be one, sullen an other. i don't know. i'm really missing Alex, having the person you love the most in all this world being so far away just feels like you've had your arm ripped off and you have to savour those few days that you can function properly. Its like a light that has a faulty wire and if you move one part of the wire it works ok but when its not right it just plunges you into darkness. i'm done 1 comment|post comment

[24 Jun 2002|11:17am] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | alone I break-KoRn ] Pick me up Been bleeding too long Right here, right now I'll stop it somehow I will make it go away Can't be here no more Seems this is the only way I will soon be gone These feelings will be gone These feelings will be gone Now I see the times, they change Leaving us, it seems so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone, I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? Shut me off I'm ready Heart stops I stand alone Can't be my own I will make it go away Can't be here no more Seems this is the only way I will soon be gone These feelings will be gone These feelings will be gone Now I see the times, they change Leaving us, it seems so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone, I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? Am I going to leave this place? What is it I'm hanging from? Is there nothing more to come? (Am I gonna leave this place?) Is it always black in space? Am I going take its place? Am I going to leave this race? (Am I going to leave this race?) I guess God's up in this place What is it that I've become? Is there something more to come? (More to come) Now I see the times, they change Leaving us, it seems so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone, I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? Now I see the times, they change Leaving us, it seems so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone, I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? post comment

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